Past Life Profile
The most significant past lifetime to the present is chosen. This report is designed to identify the soul's karma - it provides a large panorama of the time period experienced with specific recommendations regarding how that experience can be used for spiritual growth in the present.

Past Life Profile 1

You will search for the identity of the entity referred to as ……. you will relate a significant incarnation for this entity.

We see this one in male form. We see this one to be in the land area referred to as Greece. We see for this ones father to be involved in government and politics of this area and time. We see for him to have been a leader what would be seen as a senator, therefore we see this one was exposed to many advantages in the life. This one was well educated he was sent to different places to learn.

We see that there was an expectation on the part of the father that he would follow in his footsteps, he was the eldest son. There were other children in the family which did cause some conflict at a later time. We see that this one was however, very fixated on the father and we see that he felt increasingly as though the father was trying to influence or push him in a direction he really did not want to go. We see that he felt incompetent in those areas. He did not like making choices which effected other peoples lives. He did not yet feel that he had the jurisdiction to do so. We see that he grew to believe that there was arrogance within the father, that this one did not want to make a part of the self.

We see that he was far more interested and stimulated in the arts. We see that the education that he had been afforded, although he excelled at all of it, it was actually the interaction with foreign people, their culture, their lifestyles that were of the most interest to him. We see that he would study the terrain the land the vegetation the way that people lived and these were the areas that he was most interested in. We see that he hid this from the father because he determined that the father would reject it, therefore he never gave the father a chance to understand him. We see that he did share this with the mother and he became very close to her because of it. We see that she tried to comfort him and foster in him the desires that he held.

We see that at times he fell into a kind of competition with the younger brothers for we see that the second son was favored by the father because he readily accepted and embraced the lifestyle of the father. We see that there were many times that this one erroneously believed that the father loved his younger brother more than his father loved him. We see that it was a kind of jealousy that this one experienced that he never realized was jealousy and therefore did project blame upon the other members of the family for his pain. We see that it did cause him to withdraw back away from the father more and more and to hold to the one of the mother more and more. We see that eventually he reached manhood and that he had reached an age were he needed to do something, he needed to leave and so he did.

We see that he spent many years aboard ships, shipping vessels traveling and we see that he enjoyed this greatly. It was difficult for him because many of the ships he would sail upon were populated by very gross individuals, they had no refinement, they were very animalistic, and barbarian in their attitudes and actions and this one was quite refined and therefore it was very difficult for him mentally and particularly emotionally to respond to that kind of environment. He never felt like he was in danger for his stature was very big and he could be quite foreboding to other people and he would use it to protect himself. We see however that when they would dock in different lands whatever he had to endure in the voyage itself was worth it to him for he would be able to interact with other people and experience in ways that he truly wanted to.

We see that it was not until his middle years that he found any kind of relationship of an enduring nature. we see that it was to a female who was who lived upon an island off the coast of Africa. We see that he had children with this woman. We see however would not stay with her, he continued to voyage. We see that there were many times that he thought about returning home buy he never did. There were many times he thought about bringing the woman and children with him but he never did and at the time of withdrawal this was a regret for him. We see that he endured a lengthy illness that was primarily due to a wound that he had sustained in the leg and gangrene set in and there was slow deterioration of the body which eventually caused death. He withdrew at the age of 45. He was referred to as Aristophrones Herocios. The time period would be 120 B.C. This is all.

What special talents or abilities did this one master the most in this time period?

This one was highly insightful. He was very intuitive with people. He could understand them very easily. We see part of this was telepathic. We see therefore this one was able to learn languages very quickly was able to befriend people very quickly. We see that he was very gracious with people and very open and this caused there to be a trust between himself and others, and in essence they opened their lives to him and it excelerated this one being able to experience and learn the kinds of things he liked the most in his travels.

How far did this one go in his sailing down the coast of Africa?

We see that this one actually throughout the life traveled as far as what would be the area of Saudi Arabia. We see that this one traveled extensively around the Mediterranean and did some traveling within the Atlantic Ocean and around the horn of Africa. This one had heard of India and desired to go there but never did.

Very well what would be the significance of that life time to the present lifetime for this entity?

We see once again for this one to be most concerned about approval, particularly in regards to whom this one cares for and loves. We see that there is a very strong desire in this one to understand people, to be able to communicate with anyone, anytime, anywhere and there is once again the desire to learn. We see however that what this one is seeking will not be found externally, will not be found in other people, in other places, or in things. We see that these are the most readily available options to this one that he can see and therefore that is why there is once again the wanderlust and the desire to interact with as many people as possible. However, though it has enriched this one in many ways, it has not brought the peace that he is seeking and we see that in order for this one to find this peace there must be a willingness to be still and to turn within and to know the self.

We see that it as though this one is spending the life trying to find the self externally - as though the self has been lost in an external fashion - and that this one will come upon the self through meeting someone or through going somewhere, when in reality what this one is seeking is deeper and deeper within the self rather than farther and farther away from him. We see that the resistance and the refusal in the past lifetime to return to the home and the distance that this one created with the father are once again manifested in the present time period particularly in regards to the way this one is relating to his internal father, his own Creator, his own maker. It would be of benefit for this one to pursue developing an association with that One and to in that way return home, return to the source of awareness, for it is in this endeavor that this one will find what this one has been seeking and has been seeking for some time.

Any further suggestions for this entity's soul growth and spiritual development?

No.

Very well relax. 81096BGC3

Past Life Portrait 2

You will search for the identity of the entity referred to as … and relate a significant incarnation for this entity.
 

We see this one in female form. We see this one to be within the area referred to as England. We see for this one to have been raised within a family which was wealthy. The father was a landholder and he was a physician within the community. We see that therefore this one did enjoy much of the benefits of this kind of life.

We see that she was stimulated to be interested in the science of the day and we see that she was quite curious with her father. We see that she was exposed to learning which was often rare and many times left to males rather than females. But she learned to read and she learned to write and this opened worlds to her for she became a voracious reader. We see that she was very fond of animals and we see that she spent much time in the countryside. We see that as she became older she integrated the interest in science, the interest in learning, and the interest in animals- all of these came together for her and we see that she wanted to tend to sick animals. In essence, what would be termed a veterinarian.

We see that she hinted at this with her father for we see that she was not entirely sure that he would support her, and we see that at first he seemed to ignore her clues, and we see therefore that she did seek out others within the village who tended to animals and, in essence, placed herself as an apprentice to them and learned their craft. Some were very versed in herbs and the use of poultices. Some were versed in the manipulation of muscles and bones through touch. We see that this one was a very quick learner and we see that she very much wanted to continue this type of activity.

As she grew older, however, and as she began to reach womanhood, her father was very concerned about her future in terms of arranging a marriage for her, and we see that he was very sensitive to her desires and needs. We see that as time passed he became somewhat concerned that she would ever become involved or show affection toward a male whom she could marry. We see that there was a gentleman, however, that she did come into contact with and did find favor with. We see that although it was not the best choice according to her father it was one that he could live with, and we see that he did not interfere with it although he did not encourage the association. We see that it did progress to an engagement, and we see that the man was attempting to establish himself in the city as a barrister. We see that they did marry and they did eventually have five children that lived to be adults.

We see that the children did consume most of this one's time and we see that she at times would whimsically remember her earlier desires and experiences in terms of caring for animals. We see that some of this she applied to her own children which caused her to nurture them in a way that was exceptional. We see that she did teach her children to read and write and this was very fulfilling to her.

We see that she was concerned because her father never really seemed to accept her husband until there was a situation where the doctor was accused of causing a death and the husband of this one did defend him and did so successfully. It was at that point that the two men came together in a kind of accord and became very close after that. This brought great joy to this one, for we see that she did love her father greatly and also her husband and it was a source of great hurt for her for them to have been estranged. We see that as the children grew older this one returned back to working with animals and there was one daughter that had her similar interests and she was able to teach that one the things that she knew. We see that she did withdraw at the age of sixty nine. We see that this was from heart failure. She was referred to as Elisabeth Hannah Caulder. The time period would be 1830. This is all.

Did this one gain any knowledge about human health issues, as opposed to just the animal health?

This one was comparing the self to that which was average within the area. This one was exceptional in her knowledge because her father was a doctor.

Did this one have any negative thinking patterns in that lifetime?

There were patterns of thinking which were to her detriment, yes.

What was the main pattern?

The idea that she need to give up something that she cared for in order to have something else that she desired or cared for was the greatest source of pain for her.

What was this one's thoughts about the wealthy family and money in that lifetime?

This one really did not worry about money, she was not concerned about it. We see that she depended upon others to be concerned with that, primarily the men in her life whether it was her father or husband. We see that in terms of being wealthy, she really did not see herself as different from other people and that was part of why she was interested in the veterinary science, because it put her in the company of all different kinds of people and this one saw everyone as being the same.

Did this one believe in killing animals for food in that lifetime?

This one did not consider it a belief. It was part of the practice of the life in order to feed and to nurture the body. This one did not have any kind of difficulty or conflict in regards to the purpose for which animals were used.

Very well, what will be the significance of that lifetime to the present lifetime for this entity?

We see once again that there is a very strong desire for this one to understand the sameness between people. There is a very strong desire for this one to do so in a removed fashion. We see that once again this one tends to turn toward those or that which this one believes is weaker than herself rather than to reach for comradery with those who are equal or to reach toward compatibility with those who are more advanced than herself. We see that she is more comfortable in the company of those who are more dependent, whether this might be children, or someone less fortunate than herself, or animals. We see that this is based upon a mistaken belief that she is needed more by these ones. It is not a matter of being needed more by anyone. It is a matter of her own assessment of herself and her own relationship with people. We see that much of what this one is attempting to avoid is interactions which are of a challenging nature to herself. We see that this one enjoys comfort once again, and does not really want to broach areas which are upsetting.

We see to the extent that this one lives this way, there is much that this one gains, because people, places and things which are attractive to her, which she then responds to. But we see that in regards to excelling, in regards to fulfilling her full potential, in regards to expanding this one's consciousness, this one is negligent. For we see that this one does not use the initiative that she does possess in that way. We see that this could be easily changed by this one relaxing the mind of judgements. We see that as this one would learn to still the mind and merely receive, in its full capability, there would be a kind of enrichment that this one has yet to experience. This would then give the ability to this one to respond to anyone, anytime, anywhere, rather than this one feeling that her confidence is linked to particular modes of expression or particular positions in life. This is all.

The relationships this one is forming with people in her life at the present time; are these with people that are not at this one's level, or higher than this one's level, or at the same level?

In most cases they are people that have not attained to the level of awareness that this one is experiencing. We see that in itself, this can be of great benefit, for this one can give a great deal to those who need to gain the awarenesses that she possess. However, this one reaches an end to what this one has to give, and then either leaves that association or begins to resent the giving, or feels drained, or realizes that there is an imbalance. The imbalance is not necessarily between this one and the one to whom she is giving. It is within the self, for this one ensured balance by equally receiving from them or from someone else so that this one can achieve greater awareness. This one's insecurity lies in her ability to learn.

Any further suggestions for this entity's soul growth and spiritual development?

Would suggest to this one that in regards to the greatest challenge from the past lifetime related, that when this one begins to expand the consciousness beyond merely the physical parts of the life, this one will be able to realize that she can indeed have what she desires when she desires it. This is all.

Very well, relax. 81096BGC2

Past Life Portrait 3

You will search for the identity of the entity referred to as … and relate a significant incarnation for this entity.

We see this one to be in female form. We see this one to be within the area referred to as Japan. We see for this one to have been chosen from an early age to be placed in an environment of women who were invested in the comfort, the care and the well being of men. We see that this was a kind of sacred position although it was not religiously based. We see that it was seen as a very important part of the health and essence of the individual, for their needs to be cared for in this manner and there were women who were chosen to be prepared to serve men in this fashion. We see that this had no sexual connotations in regards to the activities that needed to be performed or were learned by the females. We see for this one to have accepted this as part of her life.

We see that she was headstrong and had difficulty being disciplined in what she was being trained to do. We see that it created a kind of dichotomy within her for we see that on one hand she recognized the honor that had been bestowed upon her and her family through the choice, but we see that she longed for freedom and she longed to express herself in ways that she found she could not as long as she was part of this particular group. We see that as she grew older, the division within herself grew. We see that she kept hoping it would be resolved as she would age but it was not. and we see that when she reached the adult years, it was increasingly difficult for her to contain herself.

We see that she began to introduce her own thinking and ideas into the services she was performing. We see that the men whom this one provided for began to complain about her being different from the other women. This did lead her to be brought up to reprimand by the council or people that directed this effort. We see that she was chastised and was retrained and given another chance. We see that it was during this period that she began to trust one of the people who were training her or teaching her. We see that she did find a friend in that person. We see that she was able to describe many of her conflicts and thoughts and feelings of wanting to be free, wanting to be able to express herself as she desired, wanting to be able to travel, wanting to be able to experience something different than she had known all her life. We see that she found that this teacher was well versed in many of the areas that she herself was desirous of and we see that in some ways it was a comfort to her to have an association with that person.

We see that this one became somewhat content for a period of time and reentering into the service and was actually outstanding in regards to what she was able to perform. We see that she had healing abilities which were not recognized and cultivated but nevertheless they did manifest themselves through the services she would provide. We see that she was quite talented in using plants for a variety of different purposes including what would in present day be aromatherapy and to a certain extent the ingestion of plants to produce certain effects in the body, what would presently be naturopathy. We see however that within a few years, again she began to experience wanderlust and we see that she had such a difficult time being content. We see that although she could project herself as serene, this was not actually what she was experiencing within herself and the dichotomy never really was resolved. We see that she did eventually leave this group. This was actually unheard of and she did not return to her family although this was the only place she really had to go.

She did not want to bring more disfavor upon her family so she did leave and travel to an area that her teacher had told her of. We see that she spent the remainder of her years, for the most part, in isolation. Although she had some contact with other people, she lived alone and for the most part fended for herself. We see that she did not marry during this time period, she had many associations with the opposite sex that were to varying degrees satisfying to her although they never achieved a level of reciprocity that this one would have wanted. We see that although she was at peace and had a certain sense of pride, for having accomplished what she was chosen to do and to have done it well. She did feel that her life was misspent; that she had not followed what was truly what she desired or what she was being led to do. We see for her to have withdrawn at the age of 47. We see for this to have been from dirty blood. There was a longstanding disorder in the kidneys and liver which caused the blood to become increasingly toxinous and eventually did kill her. We see that she was referred to as Meling Takitkimo Yem. The time period would be 400. This is all.

Did this one bear any children that time period?

No.

Would this one have been allowed to marry if this one so desired in that time period?

Not based on her desire, but based on the desire of the men who did come to this place. There were many who wanted this one as a wife, but this one did refuse and did have the power of refusal but did not have the power of choice.

Did any of the other family members of this one do the same thing this one did?

No.

Why was this one chosen for this occupation?

We see the one of the father had achieved a certain clout within the governmental structure of the area and we see that he did believe this was the best possible avenue for his only female child to be ensured of a good life; a life that would be more expansive than her life would have been otherwise; a life that would have been more secure. We see that in many ways it did offer this although this one did not appreciate it for that.

What was the age of this one when training began?

Puberty. This one was what would be 12 years of age.

How did this one's mother feel about this occupation?

She was quite torn. We see that, as the father, she did believe that this was the height of what the child could attain and it would afford this one security, but we see that the one of the mother also sensed the restrictiveness that would be involved; the difference from what was seen as normalcy. She was concerned about that.

Very well. What would be the significance of that lifetime to the present lifetime for this entity?

We see once again that many situations within the life do stimulate this one to experience extremes. We see that there are parts of this one's existence that she readily embraces because she believes that they are the best that can possibly exist for herself and yet this one is constantly questioning this and seeking other ways to express the self . The difficulty arises most of the time because this one has yet to understand the connection between freedom and responsibility. We see that rather than seeing them as one in the same, this one believes that they are separate; that there are certain parts of the life; there are certain associations that this one holds; there are certain choices that she makes where she is responsible; where she must have obligations that are to be met. Then there are parts of the life that this one wants to explore which she considers to be freeing, to be open, to be expansive and to be allowing her to choose whatever she might want. We see that the attitudes that this one holds about these two principles cause conflict within the self rather than unity and resolve.

We see that it would be a benefit for this one to consider that the ability to choose, the ability to respond to what occurs within her life is the freedom of self-expression. It is not something different, it is one and the same. And that as this one would begin to integrate into her thinking an appreciation for her own capability of response, and the nurturing of the self in that regard, there would cease to be a conflict within the self and there would be a peace that this one would find that has eluded her for some time.

Is this all?

This is all.

This one says it is my goal to integrate freedom and responsibility and to understand how they work together.

This can be formed into an ideal that this one would strive for every moment. As this one would integrate it into the thinking and it would become a part of the self and the way that this one thinks from moment to moment. This is where the full satisfaction and the fulfillment would be experienced for this one. We see that at the present this one tends to divide the life into compartments according to people or places primarily and there are certain sets of attitudes that this one holds toward these people or these places. Then there is the desire to escape from this, that this one believes is freedom when in reality it is the confidence the kind of security in the self that this one desires to be able to respond however she desires within any experience within her life. This one feels a need to escape.

Very well. Relax. 810968BGO